The final progress report
opens with Charlie realizing that his mind is changing. He's very irritable
and often fights with his neighbors. He hates to sleep because of nightmares
and the fact that he resents wasting any time. He has contemplated suicide,
but he feels that such an act wouldn't be fair to the old Charlie.
Charlie has a strange therapy
session with Dr. Strauss, during which he has an odd sense of disassociation,
perhaps a hallucination or a spiritual awakening. Charlie feels that he is
moving outside of his body, expanding outward and upward, like a bubble, into a
universal consciousness. He becomes completely disassociated from his body.
But the experience doesn't last, and he is drawn back into his body. Charlie
awakens to Dr. Strauss shaking him. Charlie insists that he doesn't want to
have any more sessions with Strauss, that he has seen enough.
Charlie is no longer
dictating his reports. He returns to the lab and doesn't perform well on the
maze test. He becomes angry and tears up the test. He argues with Burt Selden
but then realizes that it's not Burt's fault. Charlie becomes frustrated over
the Rorschach test. He rifles through the inkblot cards, knowing that he is
supposed to respond in a particular way but realizing that he can no longer
respond as he should. He becomes angry and informs Burt that he won't be returning
to the lab anymore.
Strauss attempts to visit
Charlie, but Charlie won't let him in. Charlie laments how books he recently
read no longer make sense to him. He has a vision of himself at an early age;
his mother is trying to teach him to read, but he's not performing very well.
He asks God not to take all of his intelligence away.
Charlie comments that he
normally takes a walk at night, but the previous night he got lost and a
policeman helped him home. He senses that this has all happened to him
before.
Charlie returns one evening
and finds Alice in his apartment. Fay has informed her that she has been
worried about him. Alice has cleaned up Charlie's apartment. This angers
Charlie, and he says that he doesn't want to see anyone because he doesn't want
anyone to feel sorry for him. Alice tells him that she wants to spend whatever
time is left with him. When he kisses him, he doesn't experience any panic and
they make love. For Charlie it's another spiritually uplifting moment, similar
to the experience he had in therapy with Dr. Strauss. He deeply understands
the powerful need for human connection. Charlie accepts Alice, and she agrees
that she will leave when he tells her it's time to go. Charlie takes comfort
in Alice's company, and her presence makes him want to fight the regression.
Charlie is angry at his
inability to remember. He seems to come in and out of awareness. He wonders
if it's possible to fight the regression, and he imagines the old Charlie
staring at him from behind a window. His memory is getting worse, and he's
becoming confused. He tries to reread his report, but it no longer makes sense
to him. It feels as if someone else has written it.
Charlie begins having
trouble with his coordination. He watches a lot of television, continuing to
watch even the test pattern when the station signs off. The pattern reminds
him of a window, and he asks why he is "always looking at life through a
window." He feels that the childish old Charlie is starting to reclaim his
mind. Whereas before it was important for him to learn about his past, now he
wants to forget the details of his former life. He tries to read an article in
German that he had used in his research, but he is no longer able to read the
foreign language.
Alice and Charlie argue
about their living conditions, saying that he was a more humane individual as
the old Charlie than in his current state. She tells him that he has lost
something important that the old Charlie possessed: a certain innocence.
Charlie tells himself that he has been having more and more trouble following Alice's conversations. He tells her that it's time for her to leave, but she says that
she doesn't want to go yet. He upsets her by saying that her presence is
hurting him rather than helping. He comments that although she's trying to
keep his mind active, to make him think, it's bound to fail. He deliberately
tells her that he no longer wants her help. As a result, she leaves.
Charlie's coordination
worsens. He can no longer use the typewriter. However, his depression lifts
as he considers that perhaps Alice was right. He can't stop the loss of old
knowledge, but perhaps if he keeps learning new things he can halt the downward
spiral. He thinks that reading is the key. As long as he keeps reading, he
should keep learning new things. Strauss visits him, but Charlie resents the
visit. He tells Strauss not to worry, that when his mind regresses too much
he'll take himself to the Warren Home. Charlie tries to talk to Fay, but she
seems afraid of him now. His landlady drops by to bring him some soup; Charlie
feels she's probably been put up to it by Alice and Strauss.
Charlie doesn't make a
journal entry for a week and can't understand how time has gone by so quickly.
His writing is starting to exhibit mistakes in punctuation and sentence
structure. He thinks he has spent much of the week in bed, staring out the
window. He's still trying to read, but many of his books are now too difficult
for him to understand. He comments on reading a book about a man who thought
he was a knight, not recognizing the book is Don Quixote. He becomes
angry because he thinks he used to understand such things. The act of writing
is becoming increasingly harder for him; he even has to look up simple words in
the dictionary.
Charlie recounts how each
night he looks out his window and watches a woman in another building, as she
takes a bath. It excites him, but at the same time makes him feel lonely. He
understands that this isn't a nice thing to do, but he can't help himself.
Charlie writes that his
landlady is worried about him. She asks if he is sick or simply a "loafer,"
noting that she doesn't like loafers. Charlie tells her that he thinks he's
sick. Reading and writing are becoming increasingly difficult, and he's always
tired. He decides that he will make his reports easier to write by using only
simple words. He comments that it is getting colder outside, but he still goes
to put flowers on Algernon's grave. His landlady tells him it's silly to do
this, but Charlie insists that Algernon was a special mouse. Charlie visits
Fay, but she turns him away. He comments, without reflection, that she has a
new lock on her door.
Charlie's world is now
restricted to his apartment. He complains that it is cold. His television is
broken, and he keeps forgetting to get it fixed. His spelling is now
incorrect, and the woman he has been watching now pulls down her shade.
The landlady brings a doctor
to see Charlie, and Charlie becomes angry when he feels the doctor is making
fun of him. Charlie tells the doctor that he used to be a genius, and the
doctor laughs. When the doctor asks if he has any friends or relatives,
Charlie replies that he used to have a friend named Algernon. He thinks he has
been having bad luck because he has lost his rabbit's foot and horseshoe.
Strauss and Alice visit, but
Charlie doesn't let them in. The landlady tells Charlie that they left money
for his food and rent, but he doesn't want to take charity. The landlady
suggests that he get a job. Charlie remembers the bakery but doesn't want to
return there because the people will probably make fun of him. He again
contemplates returning to the Warren Home.
Eventually, Charlie can no longer
read his old progress reports; he can only read picture magazines he purchases
at the drugstore. He has strange dreams about the women in the magazines and
feels that his dreams are inappropriate.
Alice visits again, but Charlie refuses to let her in.
Even though she cries, he's afraid that she will laugh at him. Charlie remarks
that he still loves her and that he needs to get a job.
Charlie returns to the
bakery. He notes that Mr. Donner is very nice but suspicious of him. He
explains his condition to Donner and returns to his old job as janitor. He
tells himself not to be upset if the others laugh at him because they aren't
really as smart as he once thought they were, and they were once his friends.
A newer employee mistreats Charlie, making him so afraid that he wets himself.
Joe, Fred, and Gimpy stick up for Charlie and threaten to have the new man
fired. Charlie tells them the man shouldn't be fired because he has a family
and because he apologized for his actions and Charlie was sure it wouldn't
happen again. Gimpy tells Charlie that he has friends at the bakery and that
Charlie should come see him if anyone ever mistreats him again.
Charlie returns to Alice
Kinnian's class, forgetting that he is no longer enrolled in it. He returns to
his old seat and tells Alice that he has lost the book he was reading. Alice cries and leaves the room, and Charlie has a flash of memory about the operation and
his former intelligence. He notes that he "reely pulled a Charlie Gordon." He
doesn't recognize the other students in the class, and he leaves before Alice returns. He decides to go to the Warren Home because he doesn't want anyone feeling
sorry for him. He wants to go to a place where no one knows Charlie Gordon and
where there are others like himself. He notes that he has a new rabbit's foot
and lucky penny.
In the report he tells Alice
not to feel sorry for him, that he appreciated having been able to understand
the world and reconnecting with his family, if only for a short time. He's not
sure why he's dumb again or what he did wrong. He has a vision of seeing
another man through a window, a man who looks much like himself but talks and
acts differently. Charlie has now forgotten everything about his contribution
to science.
In the final lines of his
journal Charlie says goodbye to Miss Kinnian, Dr. Strauss, and everyone else
and asks that they put some flowers on Algernon's grave.
Analysis
From the opening lines of
this report, it is very clear that Charlie's mental regression is happening
quite rapidly. He loses his higher-order abilities: he can no longer think
critically or read and write effectively. When Charlie fails to recognize or
understand Don Quixote, we realize that he can no longer comprehend
deeper meaning, like symbol and metaphor. The brevity of his journal entries
indicates that the act of writing is becoming increasingly harder for him and
that his thoughts are becoming less sophisticated.
He also begins to withdraw
emotionally. Though he initially accepts help from Alice, it is as if his
world were shrinking. Through his refusals to get help and his deliberate
insult of Alice we see his desire to retain a certain amount of dignity, and in
his decline we see one of the indomitable human traits: the desire to fight for
one's possessions. Instead of become depressed and simply giving in to the
regression, Charlie ties to fight it off. When that doesn't work, he attempts
to at least keep it in check.
Charlie's ability to make
love to Alice without experiencing any panic suggests that he has finally
exorcised the demons of his subconscious. As they make love, Charlie
understands the deep need for human contact and realizes that he truly loves Alice.
As the regression reaches
its final stage, we see the old Charlie being to take over. Charlie's writing
become markedly less sophisticated, and his understanding of the events around
him becomes less clear. His former grasp of the world is gone.
The bakery workers' new
attitude toward Charlie, one of compassion and protection, suggests that it is
possible for people to change, to have more compassion for others. This notion
lends an uplifting quality to the novel.
The final lines of the novel
reveal that the old Charlie has completely replaced the new Charlie, who has
receded somewhere into the depths of Charlie's mind.
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