Chapter 46: About ten days after
Mrs. Churchill's death, Mr. Weston comes to Hartfield to ask Emma to return home with him, as Mrs. Weston
wants to see her. He seems quite serious, and Emma is concerned that something horrible has happened.
When she gets there Mrs. Weston tells her that Frank had just been there and had told them that he and
Jane are engaged, and have been since October. Emma is shocked and tries to remember everything
that she said to Frank about Jane. They are both disillusioned about how Frank could have been
engaged to Jane since before either of them had come to Hartfield and that they would hide it so long.
Mrs. Weston fears that Emma may have been mislead, and Emma assures her that she is not in love with
him. She continues on to say that this should not excuse him though, since he obviously was trying
to make it look like she was the object of his affections, and she could have been badly hurt.
Emma also does not understand how Jane could watch his attentions to her and say nothing, and Mrs. Weston
says that Frank said that there were misunderstandings between them.
The couple could not marry with Mrs. Churchill alive,
as she would not approve the match. As soon as she died and Frank heard about Jane's plans to take a
position, he talked Mr. Churchill into approving the match and came quickly to his father to have him
approve it. Emma is quite upset that they had been duped the whole time. Mr. and Mrs. Weston
are quite relived that Emma will not have any pain over the marriage as they were quite concerned and
had wished for a match to be made between them.
Chapter 47: Emma feels horrible
for encouraging Harriet again to fall for a man that did not want her. She did not need to worry
about why Jane had ignored her attentions; it must be from jealousy, as Jane must have seen her as a
rival. Emma had promised that she would keep the secret about the engagement, but she still feels
that she has to tell Harriet. She does not have to wait long, as Harriet soon enters the room
asking Emma if she had ever heard such odd news. She says that Mr. Weston had told her when she
ran into him on her way there. Emma thinks it strange that Harriet does not seem to be disappointed
at all, and when she mentions it to Harriet, Harriet is surprised that Emma could ever think her attached
to Frank Churchill. Emma reminds Harriet of their conversation, and says that while they never
named anyone, she was sure they were talking about Frank. Emma is quite surprised when Harriet
reveals that she was speaking of Mr. Knightley. When they had been talking about the great service
the man had done for Harriet, Harriet had been talking about Mr. Knightley asking her to dance when
Mr. Elton refused, and Emma had been talking about Frank saving her from the gypsies. Emma is
obviously displeased, and Harriet does not understand why Emma would think that Frank would not mind
the disparity between them but Mr. Knightley would. Emma asks Harriet if she thinks that Mr. Knightley
returns her affections, and she says yes, and that she hopes Emma will not stand in the way of it. Emma
wonders why she should be so upset at the idea of Harriet marrying Mr. Knightley, and she realizes that
no one must marry Mr. Knightley but herself.
Emma turns again to Harriet and changes the subject back to Jane, but soon Harriet gives her reasons
for thinking Mr. Knightley might return her affections, reflecting on times that he had gone out of
his way to talk to her. When they hear Mr. Woodhouse approaching, Harriet takes her leave.
Emma can think of nothing else the rest of the day. She tries to understand how she didn't realize
that she was in love with Mr. Knightley, and tries to think back to when it might have started.
She thinks of what a debasement it would be for Mr. Knightley if he married Harriet. She wishes
that she had never brought Harriet out, and that she had never prevented her marrying Mr. Martin.
She blames herself for Harriet's presumption in thinking that she could marry Mr. Knightley.
Chapter 48: Emma is thoroughly
convinced of her love for Mr. Knightley, but she does not think that he could love her back in that
way, as he has always tried to improve her and had most recently proved his impartiality by scolding
her about her treatment of Miss Bates. Emma thinks again how she could not leave her father, and
decides that even if Mr. Knightley were to ask her to marry him, she would have to refuse. She
decides to watch Mr. Knightley, as he is to return that day, to see where his affections lie.
She writes a letter to Harriet saying that she thinks it best if they do not see each other for a few
days, and Harriet agrees. Mrs. Weston stops by on her way home after a visit to Jane Fairfax.
She and Mr. Weston had gone there to show that they approve of the match and to get to know her better.
While there, Jane asked Mrs. Weston to thank Emma for her attentions during her illness, and Emma is
reminded of all of her injustices to Jane. The evening wears on, and Emma worries about how everyone
is leaving her. If Mr. Knightley married, he would not visit as much, and since Mrs. Weston was
to soon have a child, she would be too busy for Emma. She also worries about her past conduct,
and the only thing that makes her feel better is the resolution that she will behave better.
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